dehoohaasoflife

I didn't get it before. I still don't get it now. And I probably won't even get it in the future. You, of all people, to be treating us like this? Nothing hurts worse that treatments like that from you. Especially from you. One whom we've always respected, always loved. And the main cause of all of the unhappiness has always been the same.Can't you get your priorities right? What's one dumb function compared to kid's health?? And just because that didn't go your way, you're mad. At what, I don't know. Ranting about it the whole morning, throwing tantrums at us for not getting things done your way. Yes, it might be my fault, but please, don't take it out on the rest. They don't deserve this treatment. We teared, silently because we didn't understand at all. We tried to understand, but you don't seem to want us to understand! Now, we'll just go hungry until you decide to finally look at us and see the pain that we're going through now. And the other, has the cheek to tell me to "rest well, but try and make it down later in the afternoon if you feel ok." The irony! I'm utterly disgusted! I'm sorry for saying all these, because I know the other party's difficulties and all.  But, come on! Which part of "not well" do you not understand? And because of these, my family is in chaos now. Thank you for brainwashing her.

It all comes down to me... It's all my fault to start with..If only I didn't had stomach flu for days, if only I could just bear with the discomfort and just go sing and make other people happy despite my agony...None of these would have happened. It's all my fault. It's all my fault.It's all my fault.....